I don’t even know where to begin. How to begin, or what to begin with. All I know is that I’m making a change; so I guess I’ll start with this: Where are you love? I’ve been looking all over. I can’t seem to find you anywhere. I searched through the tears that’ve swallowed my heart. But you weren’t there.
On the inside now I’m drowning. Heart breaking. Belly aching. Every piece of me is swollen. The way I’m filled up inside, man I should be floating. But I’m bloated. I just need to release. Release these bottled up emotions. I just need to breathe.
I hope you hear me. I hope you’re listening too. I hope you actively listen to hear your own feelings too. Because we need a breakthrough. Break down those walls. Break them down. Beat them down. Let them tumble and fall. Don’t you know? Density is impairing. I’m only trying to help. That’s why I’m writing and sharing.
How many times?! How many times we gonna this conversation?! Twice? Three times? Maybe it’ll take about seven. Because it took 7 years to get to this place. I wanna invite you, but I think you need space.
See I don’t want you to be perfect. It takes practice for that. All I need is a human. It takes nurture for that. Perfection’s the disease of a nation. We ain’t got time for that. Love’s the surgery for the soul. Healing will take care of that.
Can we start over or something? No Dub’s “Fixx” for that. This can be handled if attempted I’m guaranteeing that. I don’t know where our story ends. How it ends or who it ends with. All I know is that I’m making a change; so I guess I’m starting with this.